Two Months Without the Sun at the Bottom of the World
Connor from Scarborough spent the 2025 winter at Rothera, a British research station in Antarctica, as one of forty-one people with no easy way out. He tells Olivia about two months without the sun, a very special midwinter and the day a lost emperor penguin turned up.
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twilightnoun
The soft, weak light in the sky just after the sun goes down or just before it comes up.
We walked along the beach in the twilight, when the sky was turning dark blue.
in theoryphrase
Used to say what should be true or should happen, although reality may be different.
In theory, the train takes forty minutes, but it's usually closer to an hour.
poke aroundphrasal verb
To look through a place slowly and with curiosity, often touching or moving things.
I love poking around in old bookshops on a rainy Saturday.
numbadjective
Unable to feel anything in a part of your body, often because of cold.
After an hour of waiting for the bus in the snow, my toes were completely numb.
samplenoun
A small amount of something that is taken so people can test or study it.
The nurse took a blood sample and said the results would be ready on Friday.
squeeze inphrasal verb
To fit people or things into a space that is really too small for them.
Six of us squeezed into my cousin's tiny car to get to the concert.
appetitenoun
The feeling that you want to eat, and how much food you want.
My grandfather is ninety, but he still has the appetite of a teenager.
comfortingadjective
Making you feel calmer and less worried or alone.
It was comforting to hear my sister's voice after a long day in a new city.
isolationnoun
The situation of being far away from other people or places, with little contact.
Working from home every day, some people start to feel a sense of isolation.
carveverb
To cut wood or stone carefully in order to make an object or a shape.
My uncle carved a little wooden bird for my daughter's birthday.
drillnoun
A practice of what to do in an emergency, such as a fire.
The alarm rang during the maths test, but luckily it was only a fire drill.
spraynoun
Very small drops of water that fly through the air, for example from waves.
We stood at the front of the ferry and got covered in cold sea spray.
pick upphrasal verb
When the wind picks up, it suddenly becomes stronger.
We had to take the tent down quickly when the wind picked up in the night.
keep an eye onphrase
To watch someone or something carefully to make sure they are safe or all right.
Could you keep an eye on my bag while I buy a coffee?
Did you understand?
Choose the correct answer.
1. Why did Connor have about two months without the sun at Rothera?
2. Why were there forty-one people at Rothera that winter?
3. What does Olivia remember about the RRS Sir David Attenborough?
4. What did Connor make for his midwinter present?
5. On the windy CTD day in August, why didn't they just cut the cable?
Exercise 1
Real or fake?
Each word from the episode has three definitions. Only one is real. Find it.
1. twilight
2. poke around
3. comforting
4. carve
5. keep an eye on
Exercise 2
Word partners
Match each phrase with the key word that often goes with it. Two words are extra.
to lose your
a fire
to take a blood
the wind started to
a feeling of
my fingers went
In the dark months Connor's appetite went strange, and on winter dives his lips went numb. Use one pair in a sentence about your own life.
Exercise 3
Your turn
Could you spend a winter at Rothera with forty other people and no easy way out? What would you make for your midwinter present? Write three or four sentences. Use at least two words from the list.
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In theory I would love it, but I think the isolation would be hard for me after a few months. I would go to the gym every day and keep an eye on my appetite, because I know I'd eat all the biscuits. For my midwinter present, I would try to carve a small seal out of wood. It would probably look like a potato too, but I hope it would still be comforting.
Full transcript
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Connor
The ship gave us one long blast on its horn. We were all standing on the wharf with red flares in our hands.
Olivia
Like a party?
Connor
Sort of. Then it went round the point and disappeared…
Olivia
…and that was it?
Connor
That was it. Forty-one of us, and no easy way out until October.
Olivia
So what did you do?
Connor
Stood there for a bit. Then somebody asked who was making the tea.
Olivia
Tea? At a moment like that?
Connor
Tea means dinner where I'm from.
Olivia
This is Aprendos English, level B2. I'm Olivia. My guest today spent the whole 2025 Antarctic winter at Rothera, a British research station on an island off the Antarctic Peninsula. Connor is twenty-six and grew up in Scarborough, on the Yorkshire coast. For almost a year and a half, he was the station's marine assistant.
Connor
Hiya, Olivia. Cheers for having me.
Olivia
I have to start with the darkness. Six months of total night, right?
Connor
That's the South Pole, which is a very different place.
Olivia
Oh. So how long did you get?
Connor
Rothera is just south of the Antarctic Circle, so the sun only disappears for a few weeks. However, there are mountains on the northern side of the station, and they hide it for much longer. Ours went down behind them in May, and it didn't come back over the top until July.
Olivia
So about two months. That's still a lot.
Connor
It is, although it's never completely black at midday. You get a few hours of grey , a bit like a wet Tuesday afternoon in Scarborough in January.
Olivia
Honestly, that sounds worse.
Connor
Some days it was worse. On clear days, though, the sky turned pink and purple for hours, as if the mountains had lights inside them.
Olivia
I grew up in Bellingham, in Washington State, where it's dark by half past four in December. I used to think that was tough.
Connor
With respect, that sounds like a lovely holiday.
Olivia
Rude. Okay, the job. What does a marine assistant actually do?
Connor
My main job was a project called RaTS, the Rothera Time Series, which has been measuring the sea there since 1997. Roughly once a week, whatever the season, we take a small boat out into Ryder Bay, right beside the station. Then we lower an instrument called a CTD almost to the bottom, about five hundred metres down.
Olivia
And CTD stands for...?
Connor
Conductivity, temperature and depth. Conductivity basically tells you how salty the water is. We collect water as well, so scientists can see how the ocean is changing from one year to the next.
Olivia
Five hundred metres of cable. There's a motor, I hope?
Connor
There's a hand winch.
Olivia
By hand? Five hundred metres?
Connor
Down and back up again. By the end of the winter I had the strongest right arm in Antarctica, and a very ordinary left one.
Olivia
So how does a guy from Scarborough end up on a boat in Antarctica? Let me guess, your family were fishermen.
Connor
Close, but no. My dad runs a fish and chip shop on the seafront…
Olivia
…that's the most British thing I've ever heard.
Connor
So I grew up surrounded by fish, just not live ones. I spent every summer in rock pools under the castle. After that I studied marine biology at Bangor, in North Wales, and got my diving qualifications.
Olivia
Wait, diving? You dived there too?
Connor
All year round, from little inflatable boats, and in winter the water is about minus one point eight degrees…
Olivia
…minus? How is water below zero and still liquid?
Connor
It's the salt. Seawater freezes at about minus two, whereas fresh water freezes at zero, so the sea stays liquid for longer.
Olivia
I'd last about four seconds.
Connor
You wear a very thick drysuit, so your body is actually fine. After a few minutes, however, your lips go and your hands feel like they belong to somebody else. Once in winter I heard Weddell seals calling under the water, and they sound like an old science fiction film.
Olivia
Seals, lovely. Please tell me there were penguins as well.
Connor
Not in winter, sorry. The Adélie penguins leave when the sea starts to freeze, which proves they're cleverer than us.
Olivia
No penguins at all? That's so disappointing.
Connor
Hold on to that thought.
Olivia
Okay, the people. How many of you were there?
Connor
In summer there are well over a hundred, scientists and pilots and builders all together. Normally somewhere between twenty and thirty people stay for the winter…
Olivia
…so you were twenty-something.
Connor
We were forty-one. They were finishing a huge new building called the Discovery Building, so builders stayed on as well. It was the biggest winter team the British Antarctic Survey has ever had.
Olivia
I'd have guessed ten.
Connor
Forty-one is a lot and not very many at the same time. After a month you know how everyone takes their coffee, and after three months you know exactly how everyone chews.
Olivia
Okay, who was the chewer?
Connor
I'm not naming names. He might be listening.
Olivia
So who else was there? I'm picturing scientists in white coats.
Connor
Far fewer than you'd think, because in winter it's mostly people who keep the station running. We had a doctor and the chefs, and field guides, who are basically professional mountaineers. There were also plumbers and electricians, and everyone had a proper job. If the boiler breaks at midnight…
Olivia
…there's nobody you can call.
Connor
Exactly, you are the person they call.
Olivia
And if someone gets really sick?
Connor
Then it's down to our doctor, who has been trained for almost anything. Before they go, the doctors even do training in emergency dentistry.
Olivia
Wait, the doctor pulls out your teeth?
Connor
If they have to. That's why they check everybody's teeth so carefully before you're allowed to go. Flying in the Antarctic winter is seriously dangerous, and as a result a rescue flight is the absolute last option.
Olivia
Okay. Take me back to that wharf with the flares. When was that?
Connor
The seventeenth of June, which is incredibly late. Usually the last ship leaves long before winter. That year, though, the RRS Sir David Attenborough stayed on for some science in the bay. It was the latest ship visit Rothera has ever had.
Olivia
Wait, the Sir David Attenborough? Isn't that the ship the internet wanted to call Boaty McBoatface?
Connor
Same ship, yes.
Olivia
I remember that. In 2016 there was an online vote, and Boaty McBoatface won…
Connor
…by miles.
Olivia
By miles! And the government named it after David Attenborough anyway. Then, as a kind of apology, they gave the name to a little yellow robot submarine that travels on the ship.
Connor
And half of Britain has never forgiven them.
Olivia
I'm with half of Britain. So the ship leaves, you have your tea. What changes the next morning?
Connor
Surprisingly little at first, because everybody still has work and the meals are at the same time every day. The quiet is strange, though, because in summer there are planes landing all day long. Suddenly all you can hear is the wind and the generators.
Olivia
And when did the darkness start to get to you?
Connor
Sleep went first, even though I was tired all the time. I'd wake up at three in the morning and just lie there listening to the wind until breakfast. A few weeks later my went strange as well. Some days I didn't want anything at all, and other days I could have eaten a whole packet of biscuits…
Olivia
…and the biscuits won.
Connor
The biscuits usually won. It happened to loads of people at the same time, which was oddly . You'd find three of us in the kitchen at midnight, all pretending we'd only come in for a glass of water.
Olivia
I've read about something called the Antarctic stare. People who spend the winter there sometimes go blank for a moment, and some researchers link it to…
Connor
…oh, the stare is very real.
Olivia
They link it to a drop in a thyroid hormone called T3, which your body uses up in the cold.
Connor
I didn't know about the hormone, but I've definitely seen the stare, and I've probably done it too. Somebody would ask you a simple question at lunch, and you'd just stare at the salt for ten seconds.
Olivia
So how do you fight it?
Connor
I had one of those very bright lamps for winter depression on my desk. I sat in front of it for an hour every morning, and I went to the gym even on the bad days. Honestly, the gym helped more than anything else.
Olivia
And could you call home, or was it letters and radio?
Connor
We had Starlink.
Olivia
No way. Antarctica has Wi-Fi now?
Connor
Pretty decent Wi-Fi, actually. I video called my parents every Sunday, while my dad was frying fish in the background.
Olivia
Okay, that feels like cheating. The old explorers had nothing…
Connor
…the old explorers didn't have central heating either, and I'm keeping that too.
Olivia
Fair. But is it really if you can see your dad's chip shop?
Connor
That's the funny part, because it still is. You can see home on a screen, but you can't go there, and nobody new walks through the door for months. You can phone your mates whenever you like, but you can't pop down to the pub with them.
Olivia
Tell me about midwinter. I've heard it's basically Christmas.
Connor
Down there it's bigger than Christmas. It's the twenty-first of June, the shortest day of the year, and almost all work stops for a few days. There's a special breakfast, then presents, and then a six-course dinner in the evening.
Olivia
Presents? Where do you buy presents in Antarctica?
Connor
You don't, which is the whole point. Weeks before, everybody draws a name out of a hat, and you make that person something with your own hands.
Olivia
Let me guess. You made them a little penguin.
Connor
Worse. I a wooden spoon.
Olivia
A spoon.
Connor
A spoon, for our station leader. I spent about sixty hours on it in the workshop, most evenings for weeks.
Olivia
Sixty hours for one spoon? And?
Connor
It looked like a potato on a stick. She says she uses it, though, and I've decided to believe her.
Olivia
That's love. What did you get?
Connor
One of the electricians made me a little lamp from an old diving torch and a piece of wooden packing crate. It's on my bedside table right now.
Olivia
So he wins.
Connor
He wins easily. Then in the evening everybody sits round the radio for the BBC World Service midwinter broadcast. Our families had recorded messages weeks before…
Olivia
…wait, you have Starlink. Why do you still need the radio?
Connor
Because it's tradition, and because it feels completely different. Forty-one adults sit there in total silence, and then your mum's voice comes out of the speaker. Suddenly half the room is crying.
Olivia
Were you crying?
Connor
I had something in my eye.
Olivia
Of course you did. And then you all watch a horror film, right? I've heard about this.
Connor
Try me.
Olivia
The Thing, from 1982. An alien monster gets into a research station in Antarctica, and the men there don't know who to trust. For some reason, that's what everybody chooses to watch together in the dark.
Connor
Every single year. For weeks afterwards, whenever someone was quiet at dinner, somebody would lean over and ask, "Are you still you?"
Olivia
That's horrible. I love it. So what was the scariest moment of your winter? Let me guess, a fire.
Connor
Good guess, because fire is what everybody fears most down there. In 2001 the old science lab at Rothera burned down in the middle of winter, so we did fire constantly. My worst moment was on the water, though.
Olivia
On a CTD day?
Connor
On a CTD day in August. There were three of us in the boat, and the forecast looked fine, so we went out to the deep site. I had about four hundred metres of cable out when the wind suddenly …
Olivia
…and you're still winding by hand.
Connor
Still winding by hand. The waves were getting bigger every minute, and the was freezing onto everything it touched, including my gloves.
Olivia
Couldn't you just cut the cable?
Connor
We could have, but the instrument costs thousands of pounds. Losing it would also leave a gap in a record that goes back to 1997. The boating officer looked at the sky and gave me five minutes. After that, we were going home with it or without it.
Olivia
How long did it take?
Connor
About four and a half, which is the fastest I've ever moved in my life. By the time we got back to the wharf, the whole boat looked like it was covered in sugar icing.
Olivia
And your famous right arm?
Connor
My right arm didn't speak to me for three days.
Olivia
Okay, earlier you told me to hold on to a thought. The penguins.
Connor
Right. One day in winter, a young emperor penguin turned up at the station completely on its own. Emperors are rare at Rothera, so we think it was lost…
Olivia
…stop it. An emperor penguin?
Connor
It stayed for about a week. We weren't allowed near it, so the whole station it from a distance, like proud parents.
Olivia
I take back everything I said about penguins. And when did the sun finally come back?
Connor
In July, and there's a little ceremony for it called sun up. We stood outside with hot drinks while someone read a poem, and then we raised the flag. The sun only showed above the mountains for a short time, but people cheered as if England had just scored.
Olivia
And then the planes came back in October.
Connor
And the planes brought the freshies.
Olivia
The what?
Connor
Fresh fruit and vegetables, which we hadn't seen for months because we'd been living on frozen and tinned food. When the first boxes of apples came off the plane, people were holding them up to their noses and just smelling them.
Olivia
What did you eat first?
Connor
A tomato, like an apple, standing in the corridor.
Olivia
And coming home in the spring. Was that hard?
Connor
Harder than going. On my first day back I walked into a big supermarket in Scarborough, and I had to walk straight out again. There was too much noise, and there must have been forty kinds of breakfast cereal.
Olivia
Forty-one, surely.
Connor
It could easily have been forty-one.
Olivia
Would you go back?
Connor
Tomorrow. I've already applied for another season.
Olivia
Seriously? After the darkness and the frozen boat?
Connor
Probably because of them. It's the only place I've ever been where every single person around you matters, and you feel it every day.
Olivia
Okay, quick-fire before you go. One detail you'll never forget.
Connor
The Weddell seals singing under the water. Pure science fiction.
Olivia
Mine is the potato on a stick. That poor station leader.
Connor
She loves that spoon.
Olivia
Okay, listeners, imagine yourselves down there. Could you spend a winter at the bottom of the world with forty-one people and no easy way out? And what would you make for your midwinter present? We read every comment, so go ahead.
Connor
Just please don't say a spoon.
Olivia
You can download our whole chat, word list included, as a PDF. It's free, and it's just underneath this video. Connor, this was brilliant. Thank you.
Connor
Cheers, Olivia. Mind how you go, everyone.
Olivia
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